I’m so done with all this shit. I just want to get out of high school and go to college already. I remember freshman year I never fully understood why the seniors were so eager to get the hell out but now I know. I just can’t anymore. Being there just brings down my mood so much. As soon as I get to art school I feel like me. There are a few that I care about at my school and I love the shit out of them but I’m just miserable at school. They make it a bit better but I can’t. People are so loud sometimes and I just want to kick them straight in the mouth. Especially underclassmen. They seem so happy and shit and I just give them this look like haha that shit’s not gonna last you very long you’ll soon be miserable as fuck.
I’m so bitter nowadays. I hate it. But I can’t help it.